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Sigh!
Sunday, May 23, 2010 at 11:10 PM


Life is Short!

Being human is meaningless..
Lifeless.. 

but if there's families & friends..
It would be much more better..
But there are many types of them that you yourself will 
never know till you meet em.

Can't believe my eyes!
It's already 4 of them have leave me..
First, is my uncle.. very close uncle..
used to play with him since small..
老牛
i miss you so much!! hu hu hu..


Then, my Grandpa!!
Sighhh!! can't believe you leave us so soon!
Rmb? I promise you that when i grow up
I wanna bring grandma & you for holidays?
Rmb? I said i wanna bring you go around when i got my driving license?
Rmb? when i was young, i used to sit on your lap & chat bout nonsense?
Why will you leave us that soon? I still hope that you're still here..
But I always knew that you've gone for a better place
There you will have no more suffer & pain
I miss you grandpa!


After that, My another uncle..
Not that close, but still.. sad! used to see him
At my grdpa shop next to the food stalls opposite
Heng Ann, He's the kind man that always feed those stray cats
&& He love to smoke =x=
He got liver cancer if i'm not mistaken.
But he died because he drop off from the bed & no one was home
So sad rite, sighhh! 
Altho, we dun communicate much 
but i still miss him..sigh!


And now!?!?! My grandma (mother's side)
OHHH MYYY!!!
Can't believe you go so early! >..<
Last week which is Mother's Day..you still look great wad.
Altho, you barely walk..Can't believe that was the last time i see you..
& the very last time you called my name!
Now I know my prediction was true when i cried that time.
I hate it when my prediction is always true!
Argh! Can't you just stop following my prediction!!
I miss your voice, your laugh, your jokes
I miss your everything!


Sigh! Everything is over.
Like people say, accept the facts.

I'm glad that you rmb my name,
you held my hand & called my name..
recalling those past time
When  you visits us.
I used to help you to put on the blanket.
Chit chat with you.. I really miss you now.

I miss all of you, i miss those days we have.
I miss your smile.

T.T


if only there's a time machine





p.s. this is a sad post :(

p.p.s.. 
If only you can stop complaining to others bout ur probs? 
You're brain washing them y'know? you turning it from bad to worst.
I know y'know, pretty obvious. 
Stop faking. It's heart-killings.





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