Random.
Friday, June 18, 2010 at 2:32 AM
Nowadays, people are weird.
They can't judge the truth & just believe wad
they see & wad they heard.
I can't believe all this while our so call friendships are fake.
I tot we're really friends or maybe besties?
Well, for me... I always have besties. But always end up...
So I don't really find one now.
I will have my true friends & that's just wad i want.
I was once believe that all of us are really good friends & true friends.
But I found those true colours in you.
First, I tot we're really good friend. But you end up betraying me.
Not only once. But TWICE! I know, you know I am saying bout you.
All this while, I'm afraid of losing you. So I keep my mouth shut & put all those question marks
In the bottom of my heart. I tot it will be fine.
I'm thinking bout your feelings. I feel sorry for wad I did.
I apologise..& I tot everything is fine.. Till I see the way of you treating me
& ignoring me. I noe you dun like me becos I'm a friend of her.
I know. I know is my fault. I'm sorry.
But why will you betray me? You're the one started it rmb?
You did everything with us but end up throwing all the blame on us!
I don't understand. Why will you do this to us? to me?
You even tell her to stay away from me??!?
Wth? Am I that bad? You can just tell me to stay away from her if you want to!
Why are you doing all this to me? I really don't understand.
&& After all the things I did for you. I realise, in your heart..
I'm Not even a friend of yours.
Seriously, when I know bout that. Tears just watered my eyes.
Once before I really bu shuang you of your behaviour.
But I felt real guilty & I tot it was my fault.
I tot I'm too sensitive. We're really good friends you know.
We can talk & laugh for nth. But now?
In your heart. You hate me! Just because of what?
You know, I know, My true friends know.
You hate me because we use to chat. =w=
Wth? We're just friends. Don't think so much.
I seriously hate it when you do so.
Brain washing uh?
Well, you win now kay.
I use to be close to you. But now we're just like strangers.
You mistaken all the thing.
It's upside down now. Everything mess up.
Do you really understands wad's happening now?
You trust her. Then how bout us?
All this while, I tot you're still okay.. But now.
I guess.. Soon, we'll be enemy?
Those things you said you hate. But you're doing it now?
this is totally insane.
p.s.. I'll not be kind now.